my BEST FRIEND...

My best friend is an ADORABLE dog who has expeirenced alot in his life thus far. Can I say he is the Very Best!! It cracks me up the way he... is so EXCITED over a Treat, when he gets a burst of energy and just runs all through the house like a tornado, how he's a "GRANDPAS BOY"! He MELTS my HEART the way... he lays next to me in bed while i'm napping and i look up to see his BIG BROWN EYES staring at me (i wish i knew what he was thinking), The kisses he gives on my chin when i get home from work, how he greets me everytime i get home no matter if i have been gone for 5mins or 13hours. he is so sweet! He makes me laugh the way he... gaurds the house with his LOUD BARK... how he barks at kurt when he comes home with company. LOL... makes my heart break when he CRIES in the car as were driving out of the driveway from my parents house when he feels he needs to stay another night cause he's had so much fun playing with his buddy "Bandit" (my parents dog) and he's NOT ready to go HOME with ME!! :( he is simply ADORABLE! the most LOVING dog ever! He makes me smile each and everday- who would have ever thought i would be so in love with a dog... well i AM, and i DON'T CARE because no matter what he's there for me and he loves me undonitionally which i more than i can say about most people in the world.
If anyone knows me they will know that i was married for almost 2yrs. and it was a very bad marriage. My ex-husband was an abusive boy (i call him a boy,because no MAN would ever lay a hand or say the things he said to me to anyone!) the ironic thing is after my divorce life for me was what i felt OVER! I contiplated ending my life, don't get me wrong i wouldn't obviously i''m still here, however if you have ever known someone who has been in an abusive relationship they beat that person down so much that they begin to feel they are not deserving of anything good in life ever... So on the most down of days ever in my life, my dad suprised me with something that i can honestly say was my saving grace! His name is DUSTY! He is my love and loves me more than i probably ever deserve. This little guy is the best thing i ever could have hoped for. The sad thing is he was abused and left in a cage basically his entire puppy years. We have something in common... i guess that's why we love to be together all the time! He is my best friend. I owe alot to this little guy... i wish i could figure out how to post pictures cause he is so cute... he loves family and enjoys walks.. it's the funniest thing to watch him prance around like he's this prince as where walking down the street... anyways i'm sure you will hear much,much more about my best friend DUSTY!
I LOVE YOU~
    MONKEY ROO

this is Me...

So in my blog i'm sure you will come to find that i have my own words or what most like to call "kiminisms" lol. you will hear about my blonde moments that seem to creep up at the most inopertune times and some rather embarrasing moments. i hope you will enjoy as i may use this as somewhat of a journal.. well kindof..
hey if anyone can tell me how to add cute lettering and hearts to my blog i would really appreciate it seems i'm new to this whole blogging thing... :) enjoy
love, me

My First Entry :]

So this is my first entry... crazy huh... Well I just recieved my 4G mytouch and am SUPER EXCITED about it. I think it's one of the coolest inventions thus far... i would recommend it to anyone! I guess you could say i'm a kinda of dork to have a blog when i don't have a man to talk about or really anything for that matter, however this is me (a dork) and that's okay.. so hopefully this whole blogging thing will be fun if for no other reason than for me... ha ha... hope you enjoy..
love, me